Post by spartathewolf on Feb 7, 2013 9:26:17 GMT -5
I'm sorry for my un-activeness... I have become tired, and sad, and depressed...I love to get on and see everyone on the map laughing and having fun like when I was brighter...but life has beaten me and so know how... all my body wants to do is lie in bed, and watch Youtube and maybe even work on maps.. I and when I get on.. all I want to do is run around on chars and hang out...I don't want to lead an RP like I did when I opened the map.. but then again I know if I close it people will be sad.. and no one should have to be sad. I have announce 2 new leaders in hopes that they will keep the RP active enough while I try to recover and sort out my life... I know they will try there best... and I will try my best to resolve my troubles.. as for my clan... idk what to do... I don't want to lead a clan.. but I already have plots and everything sorted out... I was thinking I could just let my clan fall in active till I was ready to RP again.. and then I can come back full power and ring it to life. I don't wish for anyone other then me to lead Netherclan. But then again my spirit can't hold the stress it brings or brung before such power broke me and settled in. So far I have seemed happiest just running around with no response ability s... If I get on the map to RP..It won't be as Heavy but as another clans kit or apprentice or even a loner for I just don't want to be a leader right now... I want to get back into the game and re-learn everything I had lost when I was making the map and my computer broke. Plz don't ask me to get on Heavy... I feel like every time I jump on her it just breaks me a bit more.